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title: Improvement Era
description: Monthly periodical of the Mormon church, 1897 onward. This library holds the issues of November 1897 to December 1930.
authors:
  - Spencer, Josephine
collections:
  - periodicals
tags:
  - magazine
  - improvement-era
periodical: Improvement Era
volume: 14
number: 2
published: 1910-12
publisher: Young Men’s Mutual Improvement Associations
publisher_place: Salt Lake City
language: en
type: magazine
reference: "Spencer, Josephine, “By Way of Miracle,” *Improvement Era* 14, no. 2 (December 1910): 150–166."
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  identifier: improvementera1402unse
start_page: 150
end_page: 166
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  publication_year: 1910
  note: The Internet Archive item metadata carries a blanket "© Copyright by Intellectual Reserve, Inc." notice. The library owner judged it inapplicable because this issue was published in 1910, before 1931; a scan-level notice does not restore copyright.
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# By Way of Miracle

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By  Way  of  Miracle.
A  Common  Sense  Story  with  a  Christmas  Ending.
BY  JOSEPHINE  SPENCER.
Haskins  turned  from  his  sixth  inventory  of  the  shelves  oppo-
site, and  explored  the  three-by-six  show-case  under  his  elbow.
There  was  the  assortment  familiar  to  him  from  his  round  of  many
country  towns:  cards  of  cheap  china  buttons,  boxes  of  Clark's
0.  N.  T.,  and  strips  of  glazed  pasteboard  filled  with  hooks-and-
eyes,mingled  indiscriminately  with  pocket-knives,  bottles  of  cheap
perfume,  gaudy  vases  and  other  "fancy  staples."  He  traced,  with
forced  attention,  the  design  on  a  pair  of  gingerbread-yellow  baby
shoes,  stitched  with  white  cotton  and  finished  with  rosettes  of  cot-
ton baby-ribbon .  These,  and  the  box  of  plaid  pen-holders,  began
strangely  to  mix  themselves  together.
Haskins  caught  himself  suddenly,  and  sat  up  with  a  start.
The  narrow  doorway  had  darkened,  and  the  little  girl  who  had  sat,
with  placid  perseverance,  on  her  camp-stool  back  by  the  delaine
counter,  "minding  store,"  came  forward  and  measured  out  a  half-
pound  of  white  beans  for  her  customer — the  first,  Haskins  remem-
bered, in  the  hour  he  had  waited  for  Brookes  to  come  back.
The  woman  went  out,  and  Haskins  watched  her  taking  her
way  across  the  dusty  road,  shielding  her  head  with  her  apron  from
the  blazing  sun.  She  disappeared  in  a  dwelling  house  adjoining
the  blacksmith  shop  opposite,  from  whence  came  the  sounds  of
horses'  hoofs  stamping,  and  the  clamp  of  iron  on  the  smith's
forge.  A  small  boy  came  outside  of  the  produce  store  next  door,
and  stood  with  eager  face  watching  the  antics  of  the  unmanage-
able horse.     Little  things  stood  for  excitement  in  Pilute.

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BY  WAY  OF  MIRACLE.  151
The  shop-girl,  a  child  of  thirteen  years,  disappeared  through
the  little  passage  way  leading  into  the  family  living  rooms,  and
Haskins  went  back  into  the  cooler  dimness  and  sat  down  on  the
camp-stool  she  had  left  vacant,  leaning  his  head  back  against  the
folds  of  delaine  on  the  counter.  A  bee  buzzed  through  the  open
doorway,  circled  the  arc  of  light  about  it,  and  whizzed  out.  A
wagon  clattered  down  the  wide  street  outside,  diverting  the  small
boy's  attention  for  a  space  from  the  quadruped  in  the  smithy.  A
blue  fly  hummed  angrily  from  the  tight-lidded  ham-screen,  and
dabbed  blindly  into  a  stream  of  sticky  liquid  pasted  on  the  molasses-
keg.  Presently  the  mouse,  which  had  peeped  from  a  tiny  opening
in  the  counter  behind  Haskins,  disappeared  nimbly,  at  sound  of
footsteps  at  the  front  door.
"Hullo,  Haskins!     Brookes  turned  up  yet?"
Haskins  rubbed  his  eyes.  "Nope.  They  think  maybe  he  will
stay  over  till  tomorrow.     A  cattle  deal  on,  I  understand."
"If  that's  right,  I'm  going  to  clear  out!  Another  day  in  this
berg  will  put  me  into  a  permanent  doze.  Come  on,  Haskins — we
can  make  the  town  on  our  way  back — better  luck,   too,  maybe."
"Can't  afford  to  pull  out  now.  I've  a  bill  of  goods  all  but
settled  for."
"Huh!  Thought  you  just  told  me  the  proprietor  was  out  of
town."
"Sure!  But  the  daughter's  the  firm  in  this  shop.  She  looks
over  samples  and  selects  goods,  and  father  0  K's  her  choice  and
signs  checks."
"Daughter?"  said  the  other,  brightening.  He  was  plump,
and  smooth-shaven,  with  a  suspicious  film  of  white  on  his  pinkish-
brown  cheeks.
"No  go,  Peters,"  said  Haskins,  feebly  grinning.  "Little,
faded-out  old  maid— forty  or  nearby,  I  reckon.  Smart,  though,
as  steel  tacks.  Runs  the  store— and  the  family,  too,  I  imagine,
without  their  knowing  it.  Father  thinks  she's  just  women-folks—
and  I  guess  she  thinks  so,  too.  She's  business,  though,  all
right!"
"Then  why  in—"
"Happened  to  get  my  chance  while  you  were  over  at
Binkley's.     She's  in  there,  now,  nursing  a  sick  child."

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152  IMPROVEMENT  ERA.
"Wonder  if  I'd  better  ask  to  see  her?"
Haskins  pointed  to  a  row  of  shelves.
"See  those  two  jars?  That's  their  limit  of  stock  in  your
lines."
"Has  been,  you  mean.  I'm  going  to  fill  that  empty  shelf  with
choice  greens  and  Oolongs,  and  breakfast  teas,  together  with
mixed  Mochas  and  Javas— before  the  other  drummers  arrive."
"It  isn't  a  question  of  competition,  Peters.  It's  just  that
you  are  in  the  wrong  town."
"Speak  English,  Haskins — and  out  loud.  I'm  no  linguist
nor  mind-reader."
"It's  what  the  other  tea  specialists  call  a  'Word  of  Wisdom'
town.  Two-thirds  of  the  population  cut  out  coffee  and  other
stimulants — from  tea,  to  toddy  and  tobacco."
Peters  looked  intelligent.     "Dry!"  he  ejaculated.
"Not  quite,"  prompted  Haskins.  "There's  a  saloon  down
street  kept  specially  for  travelers."
Peters  looked  conscious,  then  frowned.
"Don't  spring  puzzles  a  day  like  this,  Haskins.  The  ther-
mometer— ' '
"It's  simple  as  the  alphabet.  They  leave  stimulants  alone
because  they  think  it  keeps  them  healthy."
"Well,  as  far  as  liquor  is  concerned,  they  may  be  right;  but
tea  and  coffee—"
"Remember  the  rules,  back  there  in  the  Battle  Creek  Sani-
tarium, when  you  laid  up  for  repairs?  Made  you  cut  out  tea  and
coffee  there — you  remember — and  gave  you  scientific  reasons  for
doing  it."
"Yes;  but,  as  you  say,  I  was  there  for  repairs.  Healthy
people  don't  need  a  regime."
"The  'Mormons'  claim  we  wouldn't  need  repairs  if  we  cut  out
all  stimulants,"  explained  Haskins.  "The  Battle  Creek  people
and  a  lot  of  other  scientists,  you  know,  say  the  same  thing.  Well,
the  'Mormons'  claim  they  had  that  same  knowledge  seventy  or
eighty  years  ago,  by  revelation,  which  the  scientists  are  learning
now  by  research  and  experiment."
"You  mean  to  tell  me  no  'Mormon'  drinks  tea  or  coffee?"
"A  lot  of  them  do  both;  but  the  straight  'Mormon' — the  one

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BY  WAY  OF  MIRACLE.  15
who  lives  his  religion— will  never  touch  either.  It  is  a  principle
with  them,  known  as  the  'Word  of  Wisdom;'  and  the  manor
woman  who  indulges  in  stimulants  is  breaking  a  rule  of  'Mormon'
doctrine."
"Moses  in  Egypt!"  said  Peters,  staring  helplessly.  "It's  a
blooming  poor  prospect  for  a  tea  specialist!  I've  heard  of  temper-
ance towns— but  tea  and  coffee!  I  might  as  well  skip  the  state,  if
the  majority  of  its  people  look  at  it  that  way.  All  the  other
towns  carry  a  jar  apiece,  Haskins!"
"The  larger  ones  carry  full  lines,  I  imagine.  Population
about  evenly  divided.  Besides,  as  I  said  before,  all  'Mormons'
don't  keep  the  'Word  of  Wisdom.'  It's  a  matter  of  individual
conscience  —not  compulsion.  A  lot  more  are  keeping  it  since  the
Battle  Creek  people  have  proved  the  Lord's  word  to  be  scien-
tifically correct."
"I  guess  Pilute  is  pretty  much  converted,  if  that's  all  its  chief
grocery  needs  to  keep  in  stock."
Peters  looked  disconsolately  at  the  two  samples  on  the  shelf,
and  stood  up.
"It's  so-long  for  me,  Haskins.  I  might  as  well  make  the
4:30  train."
Haskins  rose  with  a  prolonged  yawn.
"Wait  a  minute — I'll  escort  you  to  the  depot.  Martyr-
stunt,  too — this  June  sun  is  as  hot  as  August."
Esther  Brookes  came  from  the  little  passage-way,  behind  the
cheese-crate,  and  looked  after  the  two  men  lounging  down  the
road.  Her  high  brow  was  drawn  in  a  frown,  which  made  three
distinct  wrinkles  across  its  surface,  and  the  half  shut  lids  through
which  she  looked,  made  her  eyes  seem  glazed  and  small.  In  the
warm  stillness  the  footsteps  of  the  two  men  sounded  distinctly
down  the  board  walk  to  the  depot.
Esther  walked  back  to  the  stool  and  sat  down.  Her  back
ached,  and  she  realized  for  the  first  time  today  that  she  was  tired.
For  two  hours  past  she  had  alternated  hot  vinegar  poultices  on  the
baby's  back,  with  "spells"  of  hard  rubbing,  and  it  had  left  her
weak-kneed  and  aching.  She  felt  almost  as  old  as  the  drummer
had  said  she  was.  "Forty!"  and  "little  and  faded  out!"  Well,
the  last  might  be  true,  but  the  first!— she  would  like  them  both  to

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154  IMPROVEMENT  ERA.
know  what  a  joke  that  was — how  many  years  between  her  and
Haskins'  guess.  It  did  not  matter  much,  though.  Life  would
go  on  much  the  same  in  those  unexperienced  years.  Perhaps  she
was  really  old  now,  in  a  way,  as  she  would  be  then.  For  all  that
she  would  like  Haskins  to  know.  She  had  always  liked  him  rather,
because  her  father  had  said, when  Haskins  made  Pilute  before,  that
he  was  a  ''clean  man;"  and  because  Effie  Phillips,  who  had  gotten
her  "name  up"  for  flirting  with  drummers,  had  said  once  that
"Haskins  must  be  dead  struck  on  his  wife — or  somebody  at  home —
for  he  wouldn't  flirt  with  a  girl  for  a  farm."
Effie's  testimony,  in  its  way,  was  a  tribute  to  her  father's
judgment,  and  had  made  Esther  feel  safe  in  being  companionable
with  the  "drummer."  There  was  a  morbid  dread  in  her  of  seem-
ing to  be  "setting  her  cap"  for  any  one;  and  she  had  learned,
from  the  narrow  judgment  of  others,  to  repress  her  own  instinct
for  sociability,  lest  she  earn  an  unjust  reputation  as  "running
after  a  beau."
She  would  like  Haskins  to  know,  though,  about  that  funny
mistake  of  his.  It  was  a  world-old  feminine  impulse  stirring
in  her,  under  a  consciousness  heaped  with  debris  of  vinegar-kegs
and  bolts  of  delaine.     Forty?     Not  yet!
What  did  it  matter,  though,  after  all?  She  would  go  on
just  the  same  in  those  years  between,  alternating  pint  and  quart
measures  at  the  molasses  and  vinegar  kegs,  and  selling  extra
orders  of  perfume  and  glass  vases  at  Christmas  time.  No  one
would  know  or  care  if  she  were  forty  or  fourteen,  so  long  as  the
jugs  and  scales  measured  even  weight,  and  her  father's  books
showed  the  year's  balance  on  the  right  side.
She  laid  it  to  the  pain  in  her  side— that  sudden  rush  of  sick
revulsion.  How  long  she  had  been  at  it— the  storekeeping— and
all  the  rest!  She  must  have  measured  rivers  of  vinegar  in  the
years  she  had  been  at  the  task— and  miles  of  calico  and  delaine.
There  would  be  endless  streams  and  miles  yet  to  put  into  endless
jugs,  and  upon  ever-multiplying  backs.  If  she  could  only  go  away
from  it  all  for  a  week  or  a  month  !
The  desire  was  novel  with  Esther.  Once  she  had  gone  with
father  and  the  rest  of  the  family  for  a  week's  stay  in  the  canyon.
They  had   camped  out,  and  Esther's  memory  of  the  experience

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BY  WAY  OF  MIRACLE.  155
was  a  jumble  of  fretful  children,  uncomfortable  cots  under  close
tents,  bugs,  mosquitoes— and  a  brooding  fear  of  snakes.  It  had
been  a  wild  relief  to  get  back  to  the  sane  comfort  of  clean  beds,
and  tablecloths  and  antless  food,  and  she  had  never  indulged  a
desire  since  to  renew  her  holiday.  That  there  might  be  brighter
offerings  in  the  tabooed  word  did  not  occur  to  her.  Life  in  Pilute
moved  in  even  grooves.
Esther  rose  and  went  to  the  rear  of  the  store  where  a  group
of  cheap  mirrors  hung  on  the  wall.  Taking  one  down  she  wiped
the  dust  from  the  surface,  and  studied  her  reflection.  "Little  and
faded  out!"  It  was  not  an  unapt  description,  she  told  herself —
swallowing  a  lump  in  her  throat — and  one  could  hardly  be  blamed
for  mistaking  her  age.  Her  thick  red  hair,  drawn  back  severely
from  a  too  high  brow,  and  brought  low  in  her  neck  in  a  big  "bob,"
made  her  look  matronly,  while  the  dull,  indigo  hues  of  her  cheap
print  gown  brought  out  all  the  sallow  tones  in  her  thin  face.  She
had  always  dressed  in  indigos,  for  economy's  sake.  The  color  wore
well,  and  did  not  show  stains.  Once  she  had  spoken  for  a  bright
challis  that  had  come  into  stock,  a  single  dress  pattern,  and  some-
thing in  her  had  yearned  for  this  gay  gown,  which  could  not  be
duplicated — at  least  in  Pilute.  She  had  kept  it  for  best,  never
putting  it  on  without  torment,  for  all  her  bright  anticipation  in
its  enjoyment — for  the  majenta  in  its  groundwork  had  wrought
worse  havoc  with  her  dull  skin  and  red  hair  than  even  the  indigos,
and  though  she  wore  it  to  its  finish,  with  Indian  stoicism,  pain  had
accompanied  the  ordeal — that  had  quite  shut  out  further  ambition
for  personal  adornment.  As  with  her  one  holiday,  she  did  not  sense
that  exquisite  gradations  of  hue — as  of  happiness — lay  between.
She  hung  the  mirror  back  on  the  wall  and  sank,  with  a  tired
listlessness,  on  the  camp  stool.  Suddenly,  with  the  physical  relax-
ation, something  within  her  gave  way.  With  her  head  against
the  delaines  she  sat  and  sobbed  without  restraint.
Haskins  walked  up  the  board  walk  from  the  station,  his  hat
held  high  above  his  perspiring  forehead.  He  stopped  at  the  nar-
row street  leading  to  the  Pilute  "hotel,"  but  turned  aside  at
thought  of  the  close  little  room  under  the  eaves,  and  the  still  less
inviting  parlor,  with  its  noisy  children  and  ceaseless  tang  of  the
piano.     The  Brookes'  grocery  was  an  idyllic  spot   in  comparison

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156  IMPROVEMENT  ERA.
to  either,  and  he  went  gratefully  indoors,  willing  to  enjoy  the
luxury  of  a  camp-stool  till  definite  word  came  of  the  proprietor.
He  did  not  see  Esther's  stealthy  flight  to  the  telephone  as  he
walked  back,  but  caught  a  half  view  of  her  as  she  stood  behind  the
cheese-crate.  Her  cheek,  visible  to  Haskins,  was  flushed  and
stained,  and  the  voice  that  came  audibly,  to  him  was  queerly  tremu-
lous. She  was  talking  into  the  mouthpiece,  but  the  receiver,
which  was  invisible  to  Haskins,  hung  on  its  hook.
"No,  Ellen,"  came  Esther's  voice,  in  a  suspiciously  high-
pitched  tone,  "you  are — you  are — fooled  about — my  age.  I  really
— am  not  forty.  I've  got  several  years  yet  to  reach  that  mark —
even  if — "
There  was  a  lull,  following  a  distinct  break  in  Esther's  voice.
Haskins  met  the  gaze  she  turned  on  him  rather  unsteadily.
Could  she  have  heard  his  idle  words?  But  no — the  face  she  turned
on  him,  though  visibly  disturbed  by  recent  distress,  was  not
unfriendly.
She  walked  over  and  met  his  eyes  with  the  frank  gaze  he  had
before  noted  and  liked.
"I'm  sorry  Pa  is  so  long,  Mr.  Haskins;  but  it's  about  sure  he'll
sign  for  that  bill  of  goods — and  if  you'd  like  to  make  Banville  with
your  friend,  and  call  here  on  your  way  back,  it  will  be  just  the
same.     I — we  won't  let  anybody  else  in  on  your  chance."
"Thank  you — thanks!"  said  Haskins,  a  little  embarrassed.  Her
voice,  usually  so  cool,  and  prim  and  business-like,  seemed  altogether
strange  with  that  childish  tremor,  and  he  felt  almost  as  if  some
show  of  sympathy  were  needed.  She  turned  into  the  little  passage-
way directly,  however,  and  Haskins,  with  distinct  relief  at  his  easy
task  and  hasty  departure,  ran  to  try  for  the  luckily  delayed  train.
Amos  Brookes  came  home  that  night  in  jubilant  spirits.
"I'm  a  clear  five  thousand  to  the  good  on  the  cattle  deal,"  he
said,  "and  with  that  and  the  year's  store  profits,  I  can
afford  to  branch  out  a  little  in  the  business.  When  that  dry-
goods  drummer  comes  along  from  Salt  Lake,  I  guess  I'll  let  him
put  me  in  a  line  of  fancy  silks.  There's  no  need  of  our  towns-
people putting  their  money  into  the  city  stores  at  Conference  time,
if  they  can  find  just  as  good  at  home."

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"It  will  be  a  heap  safer  to  select  from  the  city  stores  for  the
stock,  father,"  said  Esther  rather  eagerly.  "If  I  could  go  up
myself,  I  could  look  around  and  get  the  pick  of  half  a  dozen  firms,
instead  of  from  just  one  line  of  samples."
Amos  looked  at  her,  and  then  acquiesced,  as  usual,  with
Esther's  judgment.
"I  don't  know  but  that  you're  right.  You  can  stay  with  Aunt
Ellen  while  you're  up  there;  she's  been  asking  for  a  long  while  to
have  you  come  up  for  a  visit."
*****
"I  want  you  to  stay  over  tomorrow,  dear,  and  see  the  play  at
the  theatre.  They  say  it's  real  laughable.  That's  about  the  only
kind  I  care  for  nowadays — something  to  wipe  out  sad  memories.
When  our  lives  get  filled  up  with  real  cares,  we  need  something
opposite  for  our  recreation.  The  play?  It's  something  about —
'Aunt  Mary' — a  long  word,  I  can't  recall  it.  We'll  go  and  have  a
good  laugh,  if  there's  one  in  it."
Thev  had  seats  in  the  front  row  of  the  family  circle,  and
Esther  looked  down  at  the  boxes,  and  stalls  and  parquet  seats  filled
with  daintily-dressed  young  girls,  with  a  sensation  as  of  being  in
a  different  world.  Music  and  light,  and  a  new  realm  of  young
girlhood  in  that  picture — a  world,  if  eye-evidence  might  be  trusted,
filled  with  light  hearts  and  happiness.  Esther  had  hardly
sensed  the  half -meaning  of  that  word;  she  had  her  first  dim  defini-
tion of  it  in  the  vision  of  this  seemingly  care-free  humanity.
"The  Rejuvenation  of  Aunt  Mary."  She  could  not  pro-
nounce the  long  name,  even;  but  its  meaning  spelled  itself  out  in
the  successive  acts.  Prim,  old-fashioned  Aunt  Mary,  set  in
grooves  of  narrow  living,  was  a  changed  being  under  influences  of
cheer,  pleasure  and  care-freeness.
Esther's  breath  came  in  queer,  fierce  little  gasps.  What  if
something  like  that  came  into  her  life — could  anything"rejuvenate"
her— "little  faded  old  maid!"
She  began  to  lose  sentences  and  points  in  the  play,  in  mental
pictures  which  had  taken  hold  of  her.  "Aunt  Mary,"— a  real
entity  to  her— became  Esther  Brookes  in  fancy.  If  change  of  scene
and  thought  could  make  one  young  and  bright  and  happy— but  it
was  all  a  play— that  other— she  urged,  waking  up  regretfully  from

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158  IMPROVEMENT  ERA.
her  dreams.  Nothing  like  that  could  happen  in  real  life.  Not
that  she  wanted  to  do  the  lively  and  exaggerated  things  that
"Aunt  Mary"  stood  for — but  just  to  have  relief  from  the  dull
home  tasks  she  had  known  so  long!
That  night  she  crept  into  her  aunt's  bedroom,  and  said  some-
thing in  a  choked  voice.
"Stay?"  cried  Aunt  Ellen.  "Why  indeed  you  shall,  child!
I've  asked  Amos  again  and  again  to  let  you  come  up  and  spend  a
year  or  so  with  me.  It  never  seemed  right  to  me  that  you  should
stay  down  there  and  take  the  burden  of  that  store  and  house  on
your  shoulders.  I  saw  just  how  it  was  the  time  I  spent  Thanks-
giving down  there.  You  needn't  do  a  thing,  dear.  I'll  just  write
to  Amos  and  tell  him  I'm  going  to  keep  you  up  here  to  live  with
me  for  awhile — and  I'll  tell  him  to  send  a  big  enough  check  out
of  that  last  big  cattle  deal  of  his  to  give  you  a  right  happy  time.
You  go  to  sleep,  now,  Honey,  and  I'll  fix  it.  Amos  is  as  good  as
gold,  only  he  needs  to  have  his  eyes  opened  to  the  fact  that
there's  something  more  in  the  world  to  think  of  than  just  getting
and  saving."
*  *  *  *  *
Haskins,  sitting  with  Peters  on  one  of  the  benches  at  the
Pavilion,  watched  the  dancers  with  indifferent  interest,  3ave  as  an
unusually  awkward  pair  wakened  an  instant's  laughable  attention.
Then,  suddenly,  his  eyes  fastened  on  a  trim  figure  whirling:  about
the  big  hall.  It  was  simply,  but  stylishly  garbed,  in  black  and
white  dotted  muslin,  with  bows  of  black  velvet  ribbon  here
and  there,  making  what  Haskins  called  a  "classy"  gown.  It  was
not  this,  though,  which  held  him.  A  remembered  visage,  surely,
yet  unfamiliar,  too;  a  bright,  rose-cheeked  face,  with  wavy  hair
of  the  red  that  goes  with  certain  peach-bloom  complexions.
Where  had  he  seen  it?  He  appealed  to  Peters,  but  that  crony
answered  after  his  wont:
"Don't  think  I've  seen  her  before— I  usually  know  the  location
of  a  pretty  girl.     Mighty  fine  looker,  wherever  she  belongs!"
A  few  moments  later  they  strolled  around  the  pavilion  to  go
to  the  restaurant,  and  met  a  little  group  who  had  just  left  the
dancing  floor.

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"How  do  you  do,  Mr.  Haskins?"
A  hand  was  outstretched,  and  Haskins,  whose  unconsciously
searching  gaze  had  brought  the  recognition,  still  stared,  per-
plexed, at  the  face  raised  in  frank  friendliness  to  his.
"Pardon  me,  Miss — Miss — "
"I'm  Amos  Brookes'  daughter,  down  at  Pilute,"  she  smiled.
"I  selected  some  goods  from  you  about  a  year  ago,  you  know."
Haskins  stared  helplessly.  This  trim,  bright  looking  little
creature  the  faded,  frowsy,  old-maidish  girl,  in  her  soiled  gown,
who  had  surprised  him  with  her  shrewd  business  interest  and  good
sense!
He  murmured  a  few  words  stumblingly  before  another  partner
claimed  her— and  then  was  pulled  away  by  Peters,  who  spoke  with
rather  a  resentful  tone.
"I  half  guessed  you  had  something  up  your  sleeve  down
there  in  Pilute/'  he  said.  "Thought  it  was  strange  doings  for  a
girl  to  be  head  of  that  concern  down  there.  Wonder  if  she  hadn't
been  in  the  way  if  I  couldn't  have  sold  a  sample  or  two  of  tea  and
coffee?  'Word  of  Wisdom,'  eh?  Well,  I  guess  you  thought  the
word  you  gave  me  down  there  was  wisdom,  sure  enough!  Piggish,
I  call  it,  though."
Haskins  laughed  shortly.  If  Peters  had  only  seen  her  then!
He  went  back  again  presently,  and  after  a  short  search  sought
her  out.  He  had  not  danced  for  five  years — Constance's  death
had  changed  everything  for  him.  He  had  felt  almost  like  an  old
man — too  old  and  too  sad  to  think  of  pleasure  in  any  form.  Now
— well,  he  owed  something  to  that  clever  girl — an  apology  of  some
kind  for  his,  sarcastic  appreciation  of  her  plain  ugliness — whether
she  had  overheard  or  not.  Besides,  he  wanted  to  make  sure.
That  dwarfed  little  girl  down  in  Pilute— it  savored  of  the
uncanny!
He  found  himself  surprisingly  light  on  his  feet,  for  a  man  who
had  abjured  dancing  for  all  time.  Was  it  the  music,  or  the  girl
with  her  light  touch  and  step  that  made  him  feel  its  sense?
She  could  certainly  dance — that  girl!  Haskins  was  sorry
when  the  two-step  came  to  an  end.  He  did  not  essay  to  intro-
duce Peters,  much  to  that  gallant's  wrath,  but  surrendered  her  to
the  young  man  who  came  up  claiming  the  coming  waltz.     She  was

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160  IMPRO  VEMENT  ERA .
with  the  Mutual  Improvement  Association  she  had  told  him, and  this
repeated  to  Peters,  who  was  unused  to  the  local  atmosphere,  had  a
somewhat  repressive  effect.
"If  it's  a  Y.  W.  C.  A.  proposition,  I  guess  I'll  have  to  give
in.  But  it's  another  sample  of  your  porcine  proclivities,  Haskins —
and  I'll  be  on  guard  with  you  after  this.  The  next  time  you
try  to  put  me  off  with  an  old  maid  story,  1 11  stay  on  the  premises
till  I've  proved  if  it's  a  personal  'Word  of  Wisdom'  or  a  relig-
ious one  that  makes  you  shy  on  companionship."
Haskins  went  home,  but  not  to  sleep.  He  had  never  seen
eyes  that  had  appealed  to  him  so  much  since  Constance's.  Frank,
yet  a  little  wistful — and  that  deep,  dark  gray  he  had  always  liked.
Amos  Brooke's  daughter — and  Pilute!
His  mother  kept  house  for  him  in  a  pretty  bungalow  he  had
built  when  he  was  first  married,  and  she  came  to  the  door  pres-
ently, wakened  by  the  light  from  his  transom.
"What  is  it,  Don,  dear?    Not  in  trouble,  I  hope?"
"Trouble,  mother?  Not  a  bit.  I've  spent  the  first  bright
hours  tonight  I've  known  in  five  years!"
"Thank  heaven  for  that,  dear!  I've  prayed  night  and  day
that  something  might  come  into  your  life  to  brighten  it.  I  hope
it  may  last  forever!"
Forever?     Haskins  lay  awake  a  long  time  and  thought.
The  long,  warm  summer  was  nearing  its  close.  It  was  nearly
midnight  as  Haskins  came  up  the  walk,  but  his  mother  met  him  on
the  front  porch.  The  moon  made  it  bright  almost  as  daylight,  and
she  saw  the  tense,  bitter  look  in  her  son's  face.
"What  is  it,  Don?"
The  voice  was  quiet,  but  insistent,  and  Don,  as  was  his  wont,
answered  its  plea.
"What  1  might  have  expe:ted,  mother.  I  simply  made  the
mistake  of  thinking  her  broad  enough  to  let  love  take  the  place  of
creed — or  at  least  to  let  me  within  the  pale  of  her  charity."
He  sat  down  on  the  step,  beside  her  chair  which  sat  near.
"You  mustn't  call  it  narrow,  dear— her  devotion  to  her
religion.  Remember  she  has  been  brought  up  in  it— it  is  meat
and  drink  to  her.     Constituted  as  she  is,  to  deprive  her  of  it  would

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BY  WAY  OF  MIRACLE.  161
be  like  taking  away  air,  food,  water.  She  would  shrivel  up  and
fade  out."
"I'm  not  asking  her  to  give  up  anything,  mother.  I  told  her
she  could  live  her  life,  I  mine."
"But  with  Esther,  her  life  would  be  yours,  and  yours  hers.
Don't  you  see  the  daily  jar  and  fret  for  her— that  freedom
you  would  wish?  For  her,  with  her  convictions,  the  "apart"  plan
would  mean  torment."
"She  tried  t:>  make  me  see  it;  but  I  told  her, finally,  she  prob-
ably would  get  enough  satisfaction  out  of  her  self -righteousness  to
fill  her  life,  even  if  nothing  more  came  into  it."
"Don!"
"Oh,  I'm  sick  of  it,  mother— the  cant,  and  narrowness  that
won't  make  allowances  for  a  mere  differing  viewpoint."
"But  that  difference  to  her,  Don,  means  a  matter  of  eternal
moment.  You  must  try  and  be  broad  enough  to  see  her  side,  and
make  the  allowance  you  ask  for  your  own  views."
"Well,  we  won't  waste  time  going  over  the  old  ground.  I've
said  goodby  to  Esther — forever!"
"Don!"
"That  little  girl  seemed  to  fill  a  void  that  has  never  been
filled  before.     I  mistook  her  character,  that's  all."
"Then  she  does  not — "
"Oh,  she  confessed  to  caring  for  me — it's  that  which  hurts:
I  can't  talk  about  it,  mother — it  brings  back  things  I've  been  try-
ing for  her  sake  to  crowd  out  of  my  mind.  But  there — it's  all
useless,  and  besides,  it's   after  midnight.     Time  for  you   to   be
asleep."
*  *  *  *
Esther  sat  alone  in  the  little  tower,  watching  purple  shadows
play  on  the  lake  islands,  and  the  big  green  waves  race  in  from  the
west.  The  couple  outside  on  the  bench  had  not  noted  her,  and
it  was  only  when  her  own  name  came  to  her  that  her  attention
reverted  to  them.
"Esther  Brookes?  Oh,  I  guess  it's  all  settled  between  her  and
Earl  Jamison.  They  are  together  almost  always  now.  Don
Haskins?  Yes,  for  a  while;  but  he*s  too  much  of  an  outsider  for  a
girl  like  Esther  to  consider  seriously.      She  is    straight  'Mormon'

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162     v  IMPROVEMENT  ERA.
all  through.  Yes,  his  parents  are.  Don  was  sidetracked — by
chance,  I've  always  said — sometime  in  his  boyhood.  Like  all
healthy  youngsters,  Don  liked  pranks.  One  of  them  went  a  little
too  far,  and  a  ward  official,  in  the  little  country  town  where  he
then  lived,  made  the  mistake  of  punishing  him  in  a  way  strict
enough  to  have  fitted  a  capital  crime.  Denounced  the  lad  by  name
in  his  own  presence  and  his  parent's,  in  open  meeting;  predicted
the  gallows,  and  called  him  a  disgrace  to  the  Church.  Don  has
never  looked  inside  of  a  meetinghouse  since.  Every  year  added
weight  to  his  grievance.  The  country  ward  and  its  concave  official
became  a  symbol  in  his  mind  of  the  whole  Church.  His  sense  of
injustice  kept  him  from  seeing  that  the  official  was  only  one  of  a
big  body  which  held  natures  differing  from  each  other  as  the  suns
differ  from  the  stars.  He  began  to  associate  with  outsiders — the
kind  that  take  care  to  nurse  his  kind  of  a  grievance.  In  that  way
he  has  just  drifted  away.  I've  always  said  if  it  had  not  been  for
the  unwise  'stunt'  of  that  country  counselor,  Don  would  have
been  in  the  Church  today,  and,  moreover,  a  shining  light
in  it."
The  conversation  changed,  and  the  couple,  after  a  moment,
went  away.  The  clouds  that  had  been  lying  low  in  the  eastern  sky
drifted  in  gigantic  pillars  to  the  horizon,  and  the  wind  which  had
been  in  the  west  shifted,  as  if  seeking  support  from  the  great,
moving  mass.  It  made  a  circular  whirlwind  of  the  little  tower,
and  Esther  made  her  way  down  stairs  to  seek  a  more  peaceful
spot.
The  same  wind  which  had  driven  Esther  from  her  aerie,
brought  Haskins  from  the  city.  It  had  blown  there  with  a  gusto
in  accord  with  his  own  thoughts,  and  he  had  taken  the  train  for
Saltair  to  mingle  his  own  mood  with  the  elements,  which  here  had
double  play  in  air  and  wave.  He  had  expected  the  dark  day  to
keep  people  away  from  the  resort,  but  a  large  crowd  had  been
drawn  by  advertisement  of  the  evening's  fireworks.  The  waves
rolled  almost  even  with  the  pavilion  floor,  and  after  a  brief  fight
with  them,  Haskins,  with  other  bathers,  retired.  Brine  as  a
shower,  or  inward  draught,  is  not  alluring.  Sheltered  in  a  nook
from  the  strong  east  wind,  Haskins  watched  the  angry  lake  and
sky.     Someone  beside  him  spoke.

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"There's  Ebler  taking  his  load  of  fireworks  out  to  the  plat-
form,  to  set  for  tonight."
"Risky,  in  this  high  wind."
"Oh,  a  raft's  all  right.     Can't  capsize,  you  know."
"Would'nt  care. to  take  chances,  myself.  By  George!  There's
a  girl  on  that  raft— see,  behind  the  pile  of  fireworks."
"Guess  it's  Miss  Brookes.  She's  a  distant  relative  of  Ebler's.
I've  seen  her  ride  out  with  him  before."
Haskins  looked.  Esther's  face,  turned  westward,  caught  the
reflection  of  the  lurid  sun,  now  low  in  the  sky.  She  was  watch-
ing the  green  waves  roll  away  in  front  of  the  raft,  with  genuine
enjoyment.
"She's  brave,  all  right!"
Yes,  Haskins  knew  that.  He  had  seen  her  courage  mani-
fested in  many  ways  during  his  year's  courtship.  If  only  it  had
been  along  other  lines!
It  was  a  struggle  out  there  with  the  raft.  It  took  the  full
strength  of  the  two  men  to  row  it  to  the  platform,  a  hundred
yards  away  from  the  pavilion.  One  of  them  climbed,  finally,  on  to
its  floor,  and  the  other  tried  to  throw  him  a  rope  for  the  raft's
moorings.  Just  then  a  long,  green  wave  that  had  rolled  in  from
afar,  lifted  the  frail  craft  and  dashed  it  against  the  uprights.
There  was  a  crash,  and  a  roar,  and  then  from  the  little  raft  came
a  burst  of  flame,  spitting,  leaping  and  writhing  like  venomous
snakes.  The  man  on  the  raft  jumped,  caught  the  edge  of  the
platform,  and  hung,  till  Ebler's  hand  drew  him  to  safety;  but  the
impact  of  his  leap  had  been  tragical  to  the  raft.  Pushed  from
the  platform,  and  caught  by  the  racing  waves,  it  drifted  away,  its
surface  a  wall  of  spurting  fire.  Between  the  flashes,  they  saw  the
slender  form  of  the  girl,  upright  and  motionless,  between  the  lurid
panels  of  crimson  fire  and  sky.
Warning  voices  called  Haskins  back,  but  the  oars — already  in
his  han  is — soon  took  him  beyond  their  sound.  He  sensed  only  one
thing— the  moving  thing  of  flame  drifting  to  the  horizon,  and  the
silhouette  of  the  slender  form  outlined  in  the  double  glow.  The
great  waves  aided  him,  lifting  his  boat,  and  bearing  it  swiftly
in  their  mad  race.  But  the  raft  raced,  too,  and  Haskins'
heart   was    heavy    with   deadly   fear.       What   chance    for   her

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164  IMPROVEMENT  ERA.
holding  out,  with  the  foothold  beneath  her  lapped  by  that
unquenchable  flame!  Speeding  along,  he  watched  the  dark  outline
of  her  form  hungrily.  Any  moment  she  might  be  tempted  to  plunge
into  the  seething  brine.     No  hope  for  her,  once  this  should  happen!
On  and  on  he  sped,  his  oars  serving  to  guide  and  even  to
impel  the  boat.  It  seemed  to  him  that  the  raft  before  him  grew
dimmer — was  it  receding,  then,  so  much  swifter  than  he  chased —
or  was  it  that  the  flames  were  dying  down?  If  that  were  true,  it
meant  destruction  of  the  raft — nothing  but  that.  Still,  as  he
looked,  he  fancied  there  still  stood  against  the  lurid  sky  that
slender  silhouette.  His  stroke,  trained  in  his  Ann  Arbor  days,
took  him  near.  The  raft  showed  now  a  low-lying  bar  of  flame
there  in  the  distance, but  the  form— the  form  had  vanished!  Hask-
ins  groaned,  then  tore  like  a  madman  at  the  oars.
It  was  not  till  he  had  rounded  the  dwindling  bar  of  flame  that
he  saw  her — her  hands  grasping  the  last  of  the  uncharred  poles
of  the  raft.
"I — 1  must  have  second  sight,  or  something,"  she  whispered,
with  a  smile  as  she  saw  him.  "Something  seemed  to  tell  me —
long  ago— it — it  was  you!"
They  landed  in  a  bit  of  bay,  on  the  shore,  and  Haskins
helped  her  wring  the  soaked  skirts  before  putting  her  in  a  shel-
tered niche   in  the  cliff.
They  sat  silent  while  watching  the  play  of  waves,  and  fading
glare  of  gold  along  their  crests.
"I  can't  think  what  I've  done  to  deserve  this  chance,"  said
Esther  at  last.  "I  thought  out  there,  before  I  saw  the  boat,  that
it  was  all  over,  and  that  vou  would  ne/er  know.  That  seemed
harder  to  me  than — than  what  seemed  to  be  coming."
Don  turned  to  look  at  her  white  face.  "You  mustn't  speak
in  riddles,    now — I  was  never  clever  nor  patient."
She  laid  her  hand  on  his.  "The  riddles  are  all  ended,  Don.  I
couldn't  sense  my  way  before,  but  today  something  has  happened
to  open  my  eyes.  If  my  life  can  be  anything  to  you,  I  want
you  to  take  it."
Don's  face  hardened.  "You  mean  that  I  am  to  take  it  in
pay  for  this?     I  am  not  a  usurer."
"It  is  others  who  have  been  that.     They  took  heavy  toll  from

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BY  WAY  OF  MIRACLE.  165
you,fpoor  Don— it  is  that  I  want  you  to  let  me  make  up  for."
"Esther!"  said  Don.
"I  would  like  to  commence  tomorrow,  or  even  today,  if  I
might;  but  there  are  other  things— Aunt  Ellen,  you  know,  and  the
trip.  She  has  set  her  heart  on  it,  that  I  should  go  with  her,  and  I
owe  her  too  much  to  disappoint  her  wish.  When  we  come
back — "
"You  will  marry  me,  Esther,  freely,  without  reserve?"
"I  can  get  my  trousseau  ready,  you  know,  while  I  am  away.
We  will  be  back  in  December,  and  then — "
But  the  rest  was  smothered  in  the  dusk.
*****
The  Haskins  bungalow  was  bright  with  evergreen  and  holly,
wreathed  in  window  and  porch,  on  mantle  and  picture  frame.
"Can't  think  what  you  are  setting  up  a  Christmas  tree  for,"
said  Janet  Haskins'  neighbor,  looking  in  at  late  afternoon.
"Esther's  family  will  be  here  to  celebrate  with  us,  you  know.
We  felt  it  would  be  just  the  thing  since  there  was  no  wedding."
"Seemed  kind  of  funny  to  me,  her  wanting  to  go  to  that  for-
saken little  town  for  the  honeymoon."
"It's  her  home,  you  know,  and  she  met  Don  there."
"Yes,  but  the  mystery  is  where  they  would  put  company  in
that  little  back  shanty  thsy  live  in.  It's  only  a  wing  of  the  store,
you  know."
"Why,  dear  soul!  Amos  built  a  fine  new  house  there  this
summer,  in  the  big  lot  adjoining  the  shop."
"Amos  Brookes!  I'd  have  to  see  it — roof  to  cellar — to  believe.
Of  all  the  close-fisted — "
"He  has  wakened  from  that  nightmare.  Esther  has  made  him
see  that  the  good  of  money  is  its  right  use,  and  that  if  it  does
not  goto  enrich  his  own  and  his  family's  and  his  neighbor's  living,
it  might  as  well  lay  unsought  in  the  mine  or  sea.  It  is  a  hard  les-
son for  some  of  us  to  learn— that  right  use  of  the  means  we  are
blest  with— that  happy  medium  between  wastefulness  and  useful-
ness.    That  last  word  means  so  much."
"Well,  it  seems  most  like  a  miracle  to  think  of  Amos — but
my!  when  you  think  of  your  Don  going  into  the  temple  to  be  mar-
ried—it looks  like  Esther  could  do  all  kinds  of  miracles  herself."

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166  IMPROVEMENT  ERA.
"Only  the  miracles  that  human  love  and  trust  can  always  do.
It's  just  the  old  story  of  patience  and  charity  put  to  actual  test.
I  always  felt  that  once  some  new  influence  came  into  Don's  life,  to
turn  his  thought  from  the  old  bitter  channels,  he  would  see  the
truth."
"Well,  it  has  seemed  to  make  him  happy — for  if  ever  a  man
was  made  over  new,  it  is  Don — since  he  was  engaged  to  Esther.
I  never  liked  his  being  in  the  drummer  business.  It  takes  a  man
away  from  home  too  much."
"Yes,  but  thank  heaven  that's  over,  too.  It  was  a  desperate
remedy  for  a  desperate  condition  of  mind  and  of  finance,  after  Con-
stance died,  you  know.  Now  he's  in  business,  and  life  has  begun
over — ah,  there  they  come!"
"That's  right,  Mrs.  HasHns,  you  go  out  and  meet  them,  and
I'll  baste  that  turkey,  and  take  out  those  mince  pies.  I  declare —
if  that  ain't  Amos'  second  daughter —most  growed  up,  I'll  be  bound
— for  all  her  looking  so  little  and  faded  out."
"She's  just  starved,  Ellen.  We  are  going  to  have  her  up  here
for  awhile  after  the  holidays.  Esther  wants  her  to  have  a  change.
You  know  there  is  not  much  to  keep  young  folks  interested  in  a
country  store,  and  Esther — "
"Merry  Christmas,  mother!"
It  was  Don  and  Esther's  voices  together;  and  in  a  moment
she  was  in  a  co-operative  hug  which  took  her  breath.
"I  was  just  saying,  Esther,"  said  Ellen,  "that  your  sister
looks  now  just  as  you  did  when — "
"When  I  met  my  fate,"  said  Esther,  turning  to  Don  with  a
queer  smile.     "Little,  faded,  and  forty."
Don  took  her  hand.  "You  heard,  that  day,  little  girl,"  he
said  soberly.     "To  think  that  I  could  hurt  you!"
"Hurt!"  echoed  Esther,  indignantly.  "It  changed  my  whole
life — made  me  realize  that  I  cared  for  the  things  I  have  won.  It
has  been  like  a  miracle!"
"A  double  one!"  said  Don.
"There's  a  Trismas  tree!"  piped  one  of  the  tiny  Brookeses,
who  came  trooping  in.
"A  Merry  Christmas!"  chimed  the  older  ones  from  the  door-
way.    And  so  the  new  life  began.
(the  end.)
