---
title: Improvement Era
description: Monthly periodical of the Mormon church, 1897 onward. This library holds the issues of November 1897 to December 1930.
authors:
  - Alder, Lydia D.
collections:
  - periodicals
tags:
  - magazine
  - improvement-era
periodical: Improvement Era
volume: 13
number: 6
published: 1910-04
publisher: Young Men’s Mutual Improvement Associations
publisher_place: Salt Lake City
language: en
type: magazine
reference: 'Alder, Lydia D., "Two Mothers," *Improvement Era* 13, no. 6 (April 1910): 527–528.'
source:
  url: https://archive.org/details/improvementera1306unse
  transcription: Transcribed from the Internet Archive scan of each issue (the item for each issue is named in the issue's own source); unnumbered advertising leaves are omitted, printed page numbers are kept as page markers.
  identifier: improvementera1306unse
start_page: 527
end_page: 528
rights:
  status: public-domain
  basis: US publication 1930 or earlier (published 1910-04)
  source: https://archive.org/details/improvementera1306unse
  publication_year: 1910
  note: The Internet Archive item metadata carries a blanket "© Copyright by Intellectual Reserve, Inc." notice. The library owner judged it inapplicable because this issue was published in 1910, before 1931; a scan-level notice does not restore copyright.
---

# Two Mothers


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Two Mothers.

MARY, MOTHER OF JESUS.                    "That other mother, coming near
Within her eyes there burns
"I    am a-weary weeping so,
A quenchless fire — a with'ring fear,
My heart throbs with its pain,
That ev'ry solace spurns.
close my eyes to ease my woe,
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And see it all again,
I   pity her    — have anger none,
But 0, so much of joy,
My slain — the Crucified — my Son,
For love divine gave me a Son
There hanging on the tree!
A Judas was her boy."
'Twas not for wrong that he had
done
JUDAS' MOTHER.
E'en then he thought of me.
"0 Mary, dost thou turn from me?
"How happy he in childhood days,                      Nay! scorn me not unheard!
How agile, lithe of limb!                       I   bore the birth-pangs willingly
Then came the dream                 I   dreamed       Without complaining word,
always,                                   And         mother-love,     thou   knowest
Of greatness born with him.                          well,
At times I chided, yet I know,                        Will permeate all space;
His wisdom outweighed mine,                  Will        plunge   into   the   depths   of
It   came from where the riches flow,                     hell,

That flood the stream of Time.                   Or rise to God's high place.

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528                           IMPROVEMENT ERA.

"Yet    I   am   powerless   — overcome,   To heights or depths where'er I go
Dense darkness all around;               This, phantom-like,   is   nigh
My heart is crying for my son,             My son by infamy brought low,
When I make not a sound.                   While thine ascends on high.
Have pity, Mary, women we,
Bound by a common tie;                   "0 pity, Mary, hear me, hear!''
I   would exchange, if it could be           Prone on the earth she      lies,

Or would rejoicing die.                For grief so deep there is no tear
To lave the burning eyes.
"To be in thy place! See me kneel!         But Mother Mary lifts her up,
My son brought death to thine;             And soothes her with caress,
Throughout all ages must I feel,           Adds sweetness to her bitter cup,
The wrath of the Divine?                 And makes her own pain less.

Lydia D. Alder.
